The ground was moving like the ocean. My eyes couldn't find their place. And that's when I realized you're not the one for me. Because you would never see the world the way I was seeing it. If it's all in my head, that's ok but it's still real.. even if it's only real to me. It's not what you said that hurts me so badly, but the fact that I have no feelings or response in return.
But we all have to take what we're given and turn it into something. I haven't found out what I want and the only time I thought I was close to figuring it out was when I was in a completely different world. I know that I don't want you. You hinder my mind and my spirit. I know that what I want is unobtainable but I'll probably spend my life trying anyways. I know someone will get me.. and it will be worth it.
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